I am the worst blogger in the history of blogging. I don't even qualify as a blogger due to the lack of posts! But here I am again, trying to make it up. I really want to keep this up, but it's just so hard! I don't know how people do it, writing out stuff every day is tough.
I've been struggling with some things over the past week (actually, more like my entire adult life). Mainly with the career decision. Yay for being a grown up! Summer is half way done, which means pretty soon I will be faced with the pain of LSAT, yet again. It's honestly the hardest freaking thing I've ever come across. The actual questions themselves are not so bad, it's the TIMING. My mind can't even focus for more than 10 mins at a time, let alone 4+ hours of non-stop testing. This time will be the final straw, it will either make me or break me. My future depends on it.
I've heard people say law school is for geniuses who don't know what they want to do in life. Well, I'm not a genius, but I know what I will do with a JD degree though. The problem is getting through those steel doors. In the meanwhile, I've been offered to work full time at my job. I could definitely use the $$ but I keep doubting myself... Will I be able to work and keep up with my test prep?? I want to mentally prepare myself for being glued to a desk and a computer (both for work and studying at home), so I could start building some self discipline. The only thing keep me going is having my whole family behind me and supporting me, and the fact that I can finally have a stress free (aside from school applications) year!!
So this will be me from now until October 1st.
Credit goes to a talented Asian studying animation.
